angry

[gusl]

I am angry.
I think it's a delayed reaction to a lot of things.

Earlier this week, my psychological immune system spared me from crying over my lost Palm data. Maybe I'm getting it now. Staples has not returned my call. My second call, that is. After requesting urgency, that is. I am thinking about going over there with 100 printed flyers saying "have you been back-Stapled?". I would basically do some negative advertising of their service plan. Should I?

Other reasons:

My uncertain future. My frustration with the world. I can't find a way to put my ideas to practice. I can't get employment at the places where I would have this freedom.

My continued frustration with computers.

My housemates' reluctance to pay the utilities on time. (I'm the treasurer)

GODDAMN IT!

Comments

[selfishgene.livejournal.com]

You are suffering from decision paralysis. Unfortunately we are often faced with irreconcilable choices and insufficient knowledge about outcomes. I suggest you write down several plausible scenarios which take into account all known factors and then choose one and stick to it.
The world does not care about your ideal situation you must choose amongst practical alternatives.
You are lucky to have the choices you have now - 10 years from now you will be far more constrained. Go with your highest aspirations.